Photos/Photo Edit Posting
Might do some photo editing today. Unfortunately since I don't have the full version of Picmonkey due to not having even 10 dollars in my bank account I'll have to resort to... ugh... using the snipping tool to crop out what I do. Not saying I'm going to start being active here but just saying that If I do photo edits there isn't a reason to NOT share them here. I know I'm never going to get as many comments or anything on whatever I post here, be it due to Eclipse or my lack of activity here since college began. Also, it's interesting how often I STILL see people mass favoriting the commissions I did for Torben. I will always be proud of those works, as well as the silhouette edits. Perhaps in the future when I can afford Picmonkey I will catch up with those, but for now I'd like to go back to the simple photo edits. Thanks for the 590 people who are still watching me.
Gone But Not Forgotten (Poem)
lost but not let go.
Patience is my only path,
waiting is all I know.
Terrors sharp and rotten,
worries inside my head.
That you have yet to return,
yet goodbyes have not been said.
The days have turned to weeks,
the weeks have felt like years.
These pains consume my body,
these memories turn to fears.
Patience is what I say,
to ease my internal cries.
But slowly my words begin,
to feel like reassuring lies.
Gone but not forgotten,
my determination true.
Patience is my only path,
a path that leads to you.
Pull The Plug (Poem)
It's time to cut the thread.
It's time to let the past go.
Leave it be until dead.
It's time to move forward.
It's time to forget forgiving.
It's time to trust in instincts.
To finally begin living.
It's time to pave your path.
It's time to go it alone.
It's time to shape your desires.
To make your dreams your own.
It's time to take a stand.
It's time to clean this mess.
It's time to be rid of this weight.
This burden on your chest.
It's time to consider action.
It's time to try and mend.
It's time to meet your maker.
To prevent a grueling end.
It's time to pull the plug.
It's time to cut the thread.
It's time to find your meaning.
Before your meaning is dead.
(Took about 5-10 min to write. Had the first few verses in my head and had to get it out into writing. Was enjoyable to make)
Rifled, trifled, stifled, abused.
Controlled, constrained, confused, and framed.
Battered, shattered, splattered, and shamed.
Tooled, fooled, blinded by lies.
Arrested, detested, congested by cries.
Tears, fears, sears from fire.
Scolding, withholding, steers into ire.
Trapped, concealed, hidden, afraid.
Darkness, blindness, forthrightly strayed.
Lost, forgotten, afraid, confused.
Awoken, aware, determined, refused.
Idk why i wanted to write this but
I did
And I spent 20 minutes doing it figuring out word rhymes.
This was harder than it looks.
Happy Birthday Best Bribri!
's birthday! And I thought to myself "the least I can do is say something about this amazing person since I didn't make any art when I really should have cri"
Annette, you are just, such an incredible person, I honestly don't know where to start.
You're so hard working, knowledgeable, sweet, caring, and ridiculously smart.
And there is absolutely know way to describe the size of your heart.
If I tried to graph it the line would fly straight off of the chart.
You help so many and are a queen of comforting and advice to those you know.
You've comforted me through so many heart heavy moments and helped me grow.
I wish I could begin to think of a way to give my thank you, just some way to show.
Because sometimes I'm still baffled that you've stuck by me when times were low.
You've brought so much love and joy and fun into the lives of many.
And you've made so many laugh and chuckle with your puns a'plenty.
So on this day, I wish that this next year for you is filled with happiness and love.
The same love that you give to others, you deserve 20-fold that and above.
Happy Birthday Best Bribri in the world
